leiah1 (leiah1) wrote in thinspiring,
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I NEED HELP

I know I need help but I have no where to go.

I have finally had enough guts to go against my bf and stop my meds because they prevent me from restricting.
I can't do it anymore, I feel like they rule my life and the weight is going to kill me.

I don't know what to do with myself, I eat, restrict, execise, drink and my mind keeps on changing and bouncing back and forth and back and forth, I cannot make any actual decisions outside of work.

I feel like I would rather not be here at all but I'm not suicidal, it's more like, I just want to run away.

Please if anyone knows, tell me what to do.
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